JOSHUA & JAMIE WAGGONER

Hi kiddo, not much goin on around here. A few more babies in the family and everyone just to busy anymore to get
together, sure do miss those days. I was just sittin here wondering what you would be like today if you were still with
us. I do know one thing for sure, you would have been a great dad. You were so good with those two little kids that
you were with years back. Also pretty sure that you would still be that caring young man that you always were. If
only we could turn back time. Know that I would have done anythng for you if I only would have known. Want to
wish you a Happy Birthday today. Know that I love you always and forever and miss you daily.

Just came out to visit you and if you were standing in front of me right now I don't know which I would do first,  give you a big hug or kick your behind. Sometimes I am so sad because your not here and I know what a difficult time your Mom has gone through and then I get angy because she has had to go through it. You should be visiting me and not the other way around. By the way, I would hug you first then kick you behind. Love always.

Wow Josh, it's been 5 years. I will forever remember that day and wish so much I could have done something for you. I would have done anything for you and I hope you know that. Been a long road for your Mom and am sure this is the hardest day of her life. I don't know what gets here through the days. There's alot of "if onlys" that we all have but only you know why. I know that we all wish you would have let us known how bad you were feeling, maybe things would be different. I am so sorry that you felt this was the only way out of your problems because I hope you know that any of us would have done anything for you if only you would have asked. You will forever be on my mind and in my heart for the rest of my life. Love to you always forever.

UNREAL!! It's hard to believe that it's been 4 years. You know, I can remember that day minute by minute and everything that happened. From the time Grandma called me to the time I went and told your Mom, (the hardest thing I think I have ever had to do.) I don't think we still understand your feelings that would lead to such a life changing thing for us to go through, but it's not about us. Your life was difficult and we all know that. I just wish we knew how difficult it really was for you. You never complained and was always in an upbeat mood. Sure we all have are bad days, but I don't think anyone knew how bad some of yours were. I sure would have done anything for you if I could have, and I hope you know that. I do believe that you have found peace and are in no more pain and for that I am happy for you. We all miss you lots but your Mom misses you the most. Look down on her and help her through this difficult day. Give Granny and Jamie hugs and kisses from me and don't forget to give yourself one too, (I know, that's mushy.) Love ya!

Hi guys. Well it's been a long week. Thanks for looking out for grandma. It was scary for awhile and I hope she gets better each day. I am so going to learn how to do graphics on this site so I can change that ridiculous picture that you mom put on this page. I  know I have a better picture than that somewhere. It's getting late and I'm pretty worn out from staying at the hospital for the last three days so I'm going to get off here. I'll be back later. Take care of each other and tell granny I said hi. Love to all of you.

Merry Christmas Josh and Jamie. We sure miss you guys. It's so hard around this time of year, especially for your Mom. We try to help her through, but I can only imagine that nothing can make it easier for her. No one knows how she feels and I think that's what makes it hard for us, because we don't know what to do. We all miss you, but am so happy to know that you guys have each other and also have Granny to celebrate Christmas with. It makes it a little easier to know that your with loved ones. I miss you guys and love to all of you.  MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

Well hi Josh. It's just about time for the holidays. Not ready this year, don't know why. I just can't get in the mood to bake like I usually do. Sure have a lot to do. Things are always the same around here. Although I bet Granny would have a fit if she knew that we have tacos for lunch on Christmas Day instead of the old fashioned big meals like we used to.  I know she loved her meat and potatoes, she would hate tacos, I don't think she ever had a taco. It's funny (and yet sad) how things seem to change. I liked the old fashioned meal too, but I think it's hard for Grandma F. to do it anymore so we changed to tacos. Well, I guess it's getting late so will write again later.  Love to you and Jamie. Will miss you as always this Christmas.

Happy Birthday Josh. Your Mom is so funny. I can't believe she puts these pictures of me on this site for everyone to see. I don't know why she uses such awful pics cause we both know that I'm more beautiful than they depict. (ha, ha).  I sure miss not being able to celebrate your 30th with you. I know that it would have been a great party.  Everyone would have loved to celebrated with you, but remember you're already with the greatest partier in the family, Granny. Did you see the balloons your Mom, Grandma, Grandpa, and I sent. It was cool seeing them fly.  One lonely red one drifted off for a few minutes and then went with the others. I feel that it was you, letting us know that you were there and then you went on to be with your angel friends to celebrate. Even though we would have loved to have you here, I hope you are at peace being with Jamie, all the family and all your angel friends. Life wasn't fair to you but at least I was blessed with 27 years of knowing you. God bless you Josh, love to you. (Tell Granny and Jamie hi and love to all of you.)

Hey Joshy, finally got this computer back and internet, so I hope to be on here more often. Things are still the same around here. Everyone stills misses you and wishes we could see you. The holidays are coming and it of course they aren't the same without you. You and Granny are missed so much. Just want you to know that you will never be forgotten and will be loved forever. Till I write again.

Hey Josh, I have a granddaughter and am so thrilled. Your Mom came and seen her at the hospital. I know it's hard for her each time one of us have grandchildren because she knows that she will never be able to be called grandma, and I would do anything if I could make that come true. It's hard for her to come to alot of the gatherings we have when all the kids are there because it brings back the reality that you are gone and she feels that she has no one. But that's not true, because all of us would do anything for her to make her life easier if we could. I am going to share her with Brylee and she will be her other grandma (I hope she also will take her turn in babysitting too).  No one knows how she feels but I hope in sharing Brylee with her that she has less hurt in her heart. I sure wish they would have named Brylee after your Mom.  Josh, no matter how long I have on this earth, I will always remember you and wish your life would have been different. I know that you would have been a great dad if only you would have had the chance and your mom would have been a wonderful grandma. God Bless you and maybe will talk again someday. Love you and miss you.