JOSHUA & JAMIE WAGGONER

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I SAW YOUR WEBSITE AND IT SEEMS LIKE YOUR SON TOOK HIS OWN LIFE LIKE MINE DID. I WAS ALWAYS THERE FOR HIM, HE WAS SO DEPRESSESD  WE USED TO TALK ALOT AND I ALWAYS TOLD HIM HOW MUCH I LOVED HIM.  I ALWAYS ASK MY SELF WHY?? COULD I HAVE DONE SOMETHING DIFFERENT TO SAVE HIS LIFE?  IM SO DEPRESSED AT TIMES  FOR THIS TRAJIC MOMENT IN MY LIFE I DONT KNOW HOW IM STILL HERE WITHOUT HIM. HE WAS MY FIRSTBORN AND I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART. I KNOW YOUR PAIN ITS WITH ME ALL DAY.  I THINK OF HIM ALL THE TIME AND IT JUST KEEPS GETTING HARDER AND HARDER FOR ME TO ACCEPT THAT I WILL NEVER SEE OR HEAR HIM CALL ME AGAIN..THANKS AGAIN FOR THE CANDLE AND YOUR THOUGHTS...

Angel Blessings from Patrick & some of his new Angel friends.  Missing photos for Jamie, Harry & Shane but they're there in spirit! 

My Dear Michelle & my two favorite Boys,

I am just saying hi, and I know you are with Mom. Stay close to her. I also know you guys are with my Joey. I know I have said this so many times but you guys have such a wonderful Mom. She is one of my best friends and I can say that with pride to have met her and talk to her any time I need her or she needs me. Not many people can say that  in todays world.

I just wanted to send my Love to my favorite guys.

Love always, & my prayers ALL THE TIME!!!!!

Love,

Debbie

Imagine you and the Lord Jesus walking down the road together. For much of the way, the Lord's footprints go along steadily, consistently, rarely varying the pace. But your prints are a disorganized stream of zigzags, starts, stops, turnarounds, circles, departures and returns. For much of the way it seems to go like this. But gradually, your footprints come more in line with the Lord's, soon paralleling His consistently. You and Jesus are walking as true friends.

This seems perfect, but then an interesting thing happens: your footprints that once etched the sand next to the Master's are now walking precisely in His steps. Inside His larger footprints is the small 'sand print', safely enclosed. You and Jesus are becoming one.

This goes on for many miles. But gradually you notice another change. The footprint inside the larger footprint seems to grow larger. Eventually it disappears altogether. There is only one set of footprints. They have become one.

Again, this goes on for a long time. But then something awful happens. The second set of footprints is back. And this time it seems even worse. Zigzags all over the place. Stops. Starts. Deep gashes in the sand. A veritable mess of prints. You're amazed and shocked. But this is the end of your dream.

Now you speak. "Lord, I understand the first scene with the zigzags and fits and starts and so on. I was a new Christian, just learning. But You walked on through the storm and helped me learn to walk with you."

"That is correct."

"Yes, and when the smaller footprints were inside of Yours, I was actually learning to walk in Your steps. I followed You very closely."

"Very good. You have understood everything so far."

"Then the smaller footprints grew and eventually filled in with Yours. I suppose that I was actually growing so much that I was becoming like you in every way."

"Precisely."

"But this is my question. Lord.. Was there a regression or something? The footprints went back to two, and this time it was worse than the first."

The Lord smiles, then laughs. "You didn't know?" 

He says. "That was when we danced."

By Mark Littleton
© 1990

Dear Michelle Thank You for continuing to light candles  for Nicky while I am

recovering.Please keep me in prayer as I  was told my right leg is dying and they may have to amputate below my right knee.I had 4 stents put in last week and I remain hopeful.God is good and I feel no news is as bad as the news that my son was dead.I know you know what I mean.I regret not being able to light candles like I used to due to the pain I am in.Pain pills are truly wonderful,so if I mispell any words you'll know why.Hey Joshua and Jamie I miss all our angels,know that I think of all of you daily and your precious families.Love and God Bless and tell Nicky not to worry

~ Be Thankful ~

Please know our

Thoughts and Prayers

are with you All

from

~ Vanessa Family ~

J O S H U A

A kiss that is send from Heaven

A kiss from up above

A kiss that is very special

From somone that you Love

Love and Prayers

from

Vanessa Family

Michelle i no that there is only one wish we all wish for and when it is our angels birthday we want to be the ones that are helping to blow out the candles but no that all day the wind was blowing so gentle and i looked up at the sky and i say i guess all of the angels were helping Joshua blow out his candles. Sending great big hugs ur way GB....cindi dana's mom

To my best new boys,

I want first of all to let you guys know you are in my daily prayers and your wonderful Mom. There is the reason that you guys are your Mom's life. Your Mom is one of my best friends that I have met on this site. I have read your site again and it just is so wonderful and beautiful and it just brings me to tears. I do know that you guys are definitively with my Joey. Michelle I have stated to another Mom earlier that I know the Holidays are coming I can see them, I can feel it in my body and my HEART for sure. I have been praying to Joey to please be with me especially now. I promise I am going to call you. I still have your number. It seems like so much has been going on with me. I also sends my love to your two guys everyday.

All my love,

Debbie

Happy 30th Birthday in Heaven Joshua!  Hope you have a great celebration with Jamie & the rest of your Angel friends.  Remember to take time to give big Angel hugs & kisses to your family on earth.  God Bless! 

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Birthdays In Heaven

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Birthdays in heaven are a wonderful site
Where generations of family once again unite.
Nothing on earth can ever compare
to the sounds of the angels singing "Happy Birthday My Dear!"

We gather together with our family and friends
And circle the world with love once again.
We know that you miss us and we want you to know
that birthdays up here are not much different than below.

For we have cake with candles and one wish we always make
That your heart will know love and will never again ache.
So tonight go outside and count the stars in the sky
for as I blow out my candles they will flicker up high.

And as this is happening you'll know deep in your heart
That Heaven and Earth aren't really that far apart!

Happy 30th Birthday Joshua!

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Thank you for being you,and always being there for me!

Love & hugs my precious friend!

                 Joshua  Waggoner

       Nov. 11, 1979 ~ April 24, 2006

You would have turned 30 today,
if you were still here.
Although you are so far away,
our hearts have kept you near.

The pain has eased a bit I guess,
yet has not gone away.
It will always stay a part of us,
until we join you one day.

We send our love to you,
from all our hearts to yours.
Just think, a birthday spent in Heaven,
means you'll spend it with The Lord.

May this candle always shine in ur memory!

Forever loved & missed....Happy Birthday!

I hope you have a wonderful Birthday, Joshua!!