JOSHUA & JAMIE WAGGONER

Sending warm hugs to you and your family.  Hope you all have a nice 4th of July

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Thinking of you both Joshua and Jamie, also your loving family. God Bless you all.

 

 

 

 

Big hugs and LOL!

Dear Michelle,

 

I want to Thank You with all my "Heart" to say what a wonderful person & Mom you are.  To answer your question, yes, I am under Dr's care. I just cannot get to the point in my life where I am in just a little peace or exceptance of this horrible nightmare I am in. I have tried everything. I just have come to the conclusion that this is my life now and I will have to try with all I have left inside of me to try and except some part of this realality that my beautiful son is just waiting for me. In the mean time I have to say he is with me everyday until I will be reunited with him.

 

Writing like this to you is some therapy for me. You are also going through that horrible pain, emptyness without your beautiful boys.

 

I did want to ask you how you did your boys site, I have tried to do some beautiful things like that on Joey's but I just can't. There was some many different things I tried to put on his site and I did not succeed. Maybe you can help me.

 

I would appricate it some much.

As far as the Dr. that I am under his care I see him every 2 wks or once a month. He has tried to do every kind of therapy bbut like I said to him There is no little magic pill that can help me.

So like I have said so many times before all I can do is take day by day and each day I wake up is a different day as far as I feel. I never know how I will be. Again I cannot thank you enough.

For being that kind person you are and what a special saint that became my friend.

 

With all my Love, Debbie.  

Joshua from a family of racing fans to another fan. I hope you are watching them race in Heaven

 

 

I thought I saw your face today,
in the sparkle of the morning sun.
And then I heard the angel say,
"Their work on earth is done."

I thought I heard your voice today,
then laugh your hearty laugh.
And then I heard the angel say,
"There's peace dear one at last."

I thought I felt your touch today,
in the breeze that rustled by.
And then I heard the angel say,
"The spirit never dies."

I thought I saw my broken heart,
in the crescent of the moon.
And then I heard the angel say,
"The Lord is coming soon."

I thought that you had left me,
for the stars so far above.
And then I heard the angel say,
"They left you with their love."

I thought that I would miss you so,
and never find my way.
And then I heard the angel say,
"They're with you every day."
"The sun, the wind, the moon, the stars,
will forever be around,
reminding you of the love you shared,
and the peace they've finally found.

Michelle-thanks so much for wearing Justin's bracelet & using his keychain!

 

                  

Dear Michelle,

 

I did not know that the two great boys you were blessed with where your only children you have. Oh my god be with you. I do not know how you do it. I am so sure you are surrounded by angels.  Also your son's are with you all the time and are giving you the strenght to go on and take day by day.

 

You are a very special person and I am sure you are here for a reason no one knows what that reason is but you will know soon. I am so sorry for everything you are going through. I know I have Wayne Jr. and all my grandchildren but it is not the same. Joey is missing and everyone feels that. His smile, laugh, love for the kids it's just not the same and for me it's not normal. I was suppose to go before my children. I just don't have any reason nor do I have any answer for anything anymore.

 

My heart goes out to you. Like I said before you & Joshua & Jamie will be in my prayers everyday!!!!

 

Love Debbie

Dear Michelle,

 

What a beautiful site you have for your boys. I want to thank you again for remembering Joey's site. So many wonderful people have been writing and I have been so sick that it has taken me a little longer to write back to them and I still am not done. It is such a bad month for us. My son Wayne Jr.'s birthday was May 30th and with Mother's day and than my birthday June 13th and Joey's June 19th.

 

I just am not getting well I have tried to so hard. My husband is so worried he said to me the other day it is killing him to see me each day declining more and more. That is why I have not been able to work. The only time I leave my house is for Dr's appt. I am sick of it. I just want to get to a place where I can at least function for the day without crying and staying in bed all day and doing nothing.

I just wanted to thank you again for remembering. You have done such a wonderful, creative job on your boys site.

 

I know I am not the only Mom with a broken heart. When such good friends that I have met through this site it does help me alot and than my day is not as bad than others.

You and your son's and family will be in my daily prayers.

God bless you.

Remember, as I am told all the time your beautiful boys are around you everyday. How can they not with a wonderful MOM.....

 

Love Debbie/ Joe's Mom

 

~BLESSINGS~

"BLESSINGS CAN BE A LOVING SMILE,

OR EVEN A SOFT TENDER TOUCH,

A KIND WORD SOFTLY SPOKEN.

THESE BLESSINGS MEAN SO MUCH!

 

BLESSINGS ARE A SPECIAL FRIEND,

BEING THERE IN TIME OF NEED,

LENDING A HAND AND ENCOURAGEMENT,

BY DOING A LOVING DEED!

 

BLESSINGS ARE WHEN SOMONE CARES,

WHEN OUR LIVES SEEM TO BE ADRIFT.

BLESSINGS ARE HEARING A PRAYER,

THAT GIVES OUR LIVES A LIFT.

 

BLESSINGS ARE KNOWING OUR GOD IS NEAR,

OUR EVERY PRAYER HE WILL HEAR!

GIVING US COMFORT, INSTEAD OF FEAR,

TRUSTING HIM WITH ALL WE HOLD DEAR"

 

 

 

God Bless You

I seek in prayerful words, dear friend,
My heart's true wish to send you,
That you may know, that far or near,
My loving thoughts attend you.

I cannot find a truer word,
Nor better to address you;
Nor song, nor poem have I heard,
Is sweeter than God bless you!

God bless you! So I've wished you all
Of brightness life possesses;
For can there any joy at all
Be yours unless God blesses?

God bless you! So I breathe a charm
Lest grief's dark night oppress you,
For how can sorrow bring you harm
If 'tis God's way to bless you?

And so, "through all thy days
May shadows touch thee never - "
But this alone - God bless thee -
Then art thou safe forever.

Jamie, Happy belated birthday in Heaven. I hope you had a beautiful birthday celebrating with all the Angels.  R.I.P. Angel. xo

 

 

I am sad for your loss your son,he looked like a beautiful man.  I am also sad for your loss of your son Jamie.  May God Bless you all.

 

HAPPY 26TH BIRTHDAY JAMIE

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO

LOVE, MOM

                          

Thank you for the beautiful graphic you made for Denis. I love it, it was so kind of you.

I need to learn how to do those. thanks for the candles also.

take care,

maureen

Thank you for the offer of helping me  to be able to down load things on Autumns website. I could sure use the help. Maybe you can send me a message on line so  we can  get better aquainted. if thats sounds good to you.  My email address is jimmyshoneybee@yahoo.com   Sounds like you've been through alot. And could use a good friend to talk to. I may not be able to give you a salution to your problems but I can lend an ear. Who knows you may even be able to lend an ear for me too as well. I know your hurting and people who haven't experienced the lose of a child may not understand and may seem insensitive at times,  Autumn was my step daughter  but she did touch my heart, and i grew to love her in the 2 years that I've been around her. I have 2 children of my own and I can only amagine how painful it would be to lose one of my own. I'm sorry things have been so difficult for you. It is good to be able to express how you feel through this website, but try not to let the pain &  lose of your son consume you, or  hold you back from living. I don't think your son would want that . He would want you to be able to move on with your life. It doesn't mean you love him, or miss him any less. The Lord wants you to cast your cares upon him. Let God take your pain and your sorrow and give you peace and joy that passes all understanding. One day you will see your son again and what a glorious day that will be. Hold on to his memory until you see him again.  I pray God will comfort you and be with you in your darkest hour, and take away the loneliness you feel inside.  He is with you every minute. of everyday.Aknowlege him and know that he is real & that he is  there. Take Care! & God Bless.

For you Joshua. I thought this was beautiful and meaningful and hope you will enjoy it as well. Sending hugs to you.

 

 

Wishing you another special birthday with Jesus and in a place so beautiful, to be called Heaven.  You will spend the day with your older brother and sit at the borthday table with all the Angels. Save a piece of cake for my dad. He loves cake :)

Michelle, As I look at this website I see a mother who loved her two sons so much and one who goes above and beyond for the sake her children and of others as well.  You are a remarkable person. So full of love. I'm sorry you had to lose your son at such a young age.  You have a handsome son who may not have lived long but as I can tell he enjoyed the life he livedand  he was very blessed with such a wonderful, and beautiful mother, he also had a grandmother, lots of good family & friends.  I love the website you made for him. Looks like you put alot of time and energy into it. I know if he were looking down he would feel very honered and proud. I wish I knew how to add  all those special touches to ours. Thank you for lighting so many candles for our daughter with such kind words and the birthday open book you sent to the condolence with a picture of her and her daddy. It was so sweet of you. We really loved it. I'm still learning how to do things on the computer I have a long way to go! But I'm working on it.  

Dear Michelle,

 

Thank you for the note I know our angels must be friends. I miss my angel more with each passing day as I'm sure you do too. God Bless you and yours, we will all be together again one day.

 

Sincerely,

Glenna

Aaron's Mom