JOSHUA & JAMIE WAGGONER

 Here is a picture of my family.

 Here is Drake, he is getting so big. I wish he could of met you.

 Here's the newest addition to my family Jocko, her name is Danika.

What's up Pal, haven't been out in a while. That doesn't mean I don't give a shit. It's getting better everyday since you've been gone. I still suck on brews and miss the shit out of you, no one would take me out tonight to see you, I just don't think of ya drinking, you are my bestfriend and will always be. I'm having a baby girl finally, and it won't be named after you, that would be fucked up. But the boy I did name after you is starting kindergarden this year, the other 2 boys still remember you and still know who you are and probably will never forget you. You were the best Uncle Josh they could ask for ( they still remember the fireworks and the John Deere ride). It's been 5 years, I always wondered who you'd be today. I just want you to know I love you and I will NEVER forget you, you was my best friend and cousin and know one will ever replace you. I still to this day don't have a best friend, mines dead. There is not a person in this world that will replace what me and you had, I Love you and miss you. See you in a hand full of years.

P.S. I won't really kick your ass, (maybe though)

Love always and forever,

Dr. Dirty Dave

Hey what's up little brother, It's been a long while since I came out to see you. I think it's better for the both of us that it has panned out that way, but anyway. A lot has has changed and gone by since you've been gone (except for this shitty as music your mom has on this sight, come on Michelle your killing me here. LOL, JK, no I'm not) I have finished college, fuck ya I have a college degree, isn't that some shit. I just want to say that I miss you and I will never forget you. Ya it is the same old shit and you knew all this before you died, but what am I suppose to say. I am still pissed off, you were a big part of my life, not only was you my cousin you were my best friend. When you died you fucked me up pretty bad for a long time. I now know what uncle Kevin felt like when he lost his best friend years ago. You were my best friend, just because we were cousins doesn't mean we wasn't be best friends. I didn't know what a best friend was until I lost one, I wanted to lay down beside you, thats how bad I felt when I found out you were gone. The real tough part was when I had to tell my 2 boys that you were gone. It broke their hearts, they looked up to you like they do their uncle Danny. It isn't worth being made about anymore, I think you have found peace. I will finally speak about what I thing what had happened that night. You had a lot of beers, started feeling shitty about everything going on in your life, decided to do what you did. But there is a catch, it was the beer talking, you wanted to do it (at the time) but you fell asleep. I found what you didn't finish in your tool box. If you would of did it in side, you may still be here. That is why I forgive you for what you did, you didn't really want to do it. You thought you did at the moment, but you past out and your future was written. I will see you again eventually, just remember what I told you before they closed that casket, I love you and miss and I will beat your ass when I get there. I might be a old man by then but I'll still be-able to whip your ass. So be ready, when you see my on my death bed, your going to be that much closer to a ass whoopin. Then you can buy me a beer. (They have beer in heaven right) LOVE YA DIRTY DAVE

if u are watching all of us u are proble laughing at us.mostly me i always make every one laugh at time u know that much i just want to to u that we al miss u very much and i am back home for good got mikey to jana stayed out there thank god i met some one that u would like she is a very good girl her name is erica she helps out with mikey a lot i mean a lot i have started all over and it does feel perty good i try to come and see u some times.chevys still rule fords drule u and jessie would beg a differ but me dave and danny could never get u two to change your mind. we got mest up so many times i miss the good old days when we all hung out but we will again.love u bro talk to u later

Well bro,

Sup homie it has been a minute. I know the last time I seen ya we blew pretty good that day.

No one can hang with the medical grade thats around these days. Either they are intimidated by it , or just get all hordish and greedy with it. We got a black president now. Pretty sure you would feel the same way I do about that. They say the U.S. is 1/3 latino now, & we'll be a minority by 2014. They got a show coming out called keeping up with the gonzoles. The muslims now have a central diplomacy figure! Things are becoming stranger everyday. I hope you got a good spot where you are its going be hell of a show! well its late .

R.I.P.Waggs

Your friend,

 Tommy

 

 

 

 

Hey  my friend Kassandra, sent me this poem when my Dad passed on this pass July. Check it out it helped me a litttle!

I don't think I can caption this picture but if not Josh if you were around I'ld give her to ya buddy!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Miss me, but let me go

When I come to the end of the road...
And the sun has set for me
I want no rites in a gloom filled room
Why cry for a soul set free

Miss me a little - but not too long
And not with your head bowed low
Remember the love that we once shared
Miss me - but let me go

For this is a journey that we must all take
And each must go alone
It's all a part of the Master's plan
A step on the road to home

When you are lonely, and sick of heart
Go to the friends we know
And bury your sorrows in doing good deeds
Miss me - but let me go

-Anonymous

whats up back home brother i stopped out and seen u sunday. i talk to u for a while and u helped me think about thing. i still think about that night every day and it is so hard to stop thinking about it. i still got u riden with me every day that i can u will always be in mine and my sons heart for ever brother    love stevie and mikie hi mom

HERE'S A PICTURE OF AUNT KIM'S NEW GRANDDAUGHTER

"BRYLEE MARIE"

MIKE AND JULIE'S NEW BABY GIRL

I'LL ADD PICTURE OF ALL THE OTHER KIDS AS

SOON AS I GET SOME.

LOVE YOU, MA

HERE'S A PICTURE OF YOUR NAMESAKE

"DRAKE JOSHUA"

hey joshy. i want you to know that i miss you very much i think about you all the time. i hope you are taking care of everyone that we have lost, tell granny i love her and miss her very much. joshy, i dont think i will ever understand why you did this, i wish you would have talked to me or anyone about what was wrong, you were like my little brother and i loved you like a brother. please take care of everyone and tell them that we love them and miss them very much. till we meet again. I love you, your cousin ang.

Hey Jocko. I've been drinking so if that pissis people off then sorry. Its that time, you know what I'm talking about. Are you looking over him. I hope so, there isn't a day that I don't think about ya all. I hope your doing what I should be doing, ya know I'd do it for you. (Your mom needs to get more music on this site.) I really don't know what to say, I haven't spoke to you in 3 years, its like talking to a ex-girlfriend you just had sex with last night (DRUNK). Ya already know I love ya and miss you, you were the little bro me and Dan never had, well I quess we did because you was here. If I dont make any sense to anyone tuff sh*t, been drinkin.
All I want to really say is, Jocko, I love ya and miss you and please look over my boy. How are the 2 of ya doin. I still have the tattoo you gave me, Tyler with a cross. You 2 take care and I'll see ya 0-60 years, I said 60 because I'd like to spend a little time in a nursing home pinching all the ya nurse's asses. Love ya both and I'll visit your resting sites this weekend. God be with you both.

(Dirty) Dave

MOMMY LOVES YOU

JAMIE

I NEVER FORGOT YOU

AND NEVER WILL

                                    

Hi Joshy... This isn't really a memory, but I needed more room to write what I need to say.

When I wrote to you the last time, I revealed something about myself.  I guess it was my way of reaching out.  You never did tell anyone how you felt... and for a long time, I didn't either... but I know what the family went through when you left us... and I guess I wrote what I did as a way to ask for help from the family... and your mom has done just that.  She called me and asked me about it, and I talked to her about how I was feeling.  About how depressed I was and the thoughts going through my head the same night you left us. I know that the way I was feeling probably isn't the exact same as you were, but I am hoping that by my explaining to your mom the feelings going through my mind, and how the last thing on my mind was to call someone for help, that she knows it wasn't her fault and that there was nothing she could have done different. When you're mind is in that place, its hard to think that anyone would understand, so why call.  I just wish you would have still.  But its easier to say than do, believe me, I know.

I believe that by watching our family go through what they have with this, has saved my life.  So you Joshy, saved me. 

A few weeks ago, I went through something big in my life, and your mom was there for me.  Calling me to make sure I was ok and letting me know she was there and I am so glad for that.  I know when times get hard, I just want to be alone, but your mom has made it known to me that if I need someone, she is there, whenever I need her.  I know you don't want your mom to be hurting and I don't either. Her and I have gotten closer from her making this site for you.  It is allowing us to speak of you more and I'm no longer afraid of talking about what happened to you, with your mom.  I think it helps her.  I'm gonna take care of your momma Josh... I promise..  I think she needs someone, and I know I can't replace you as her son, but I'm gonna be here for her like a daughter, the best I can, whenever she needs me...  I promise Joshy. As bad as it sounds to say, thank you for saving me, I Love you Josh.

 

 

I KEEP WAITING FOR THE PHONE TO RING AND YOU SAYING " HEY MA, WHATS UP ".  I SURE DO MISS THE DAILY CALLS FROM YOU. WHEN YOU MOVED INTO THE HOUSE IN COLONA, I CAME OVER AND CLEANED FOR YOU AND TOOK ALL YOUR LAUNDRY TO THE LAUNDRY MAT. I PUT THE CLEAN CLOTHES IN THE BASKET AND THOUGHT YOU WOULD PUT IT AWAY BUT, WHEN I CAME BACK A FEW DAYS LATER, GUESS WHAT? THEY WERE STILL IN THE BASKET. YOU WEREN'T THE NEATEST PERSON BUT THAT DIDN'T BOTHER ME. OR THE TIME YOU WERE MAKING SPAGHETTI, [ YOUR FAVORITE FOOD ], YOU LEFT THE SPAGHETTI ON THE STOVE AND WENT DOWN TO THE SHOP TO VISIT WITH THE GUYS AND BURNT THE SPAGHETTI SO BAD IT STUCK TO THE PAN. HAD TO THROW POT AND ALL AWAY. I SIT HERE DAILY AND REMEMBER SO MANY THINGS ABOUT YOU. SOME GOOD AND SOME KIND OF HARD. THINGS WEREN'T ALWAYS EASY BUT I WOULD DO THEM ALL OVER AGAIN TO HAVE YOU BACK. I  WISH I COULD HAVE HAD MORE TIME WITH YOU BUT, I TRY TO UNDERSTAND WHY AND WHAT COULD I HAVE DONE. IF ONLY I HAD KNOWN HOW YOU WERE FEELING. I LOOK BACK NOW AND THERE WERE SOME LITTLE SIGNS BUT I GUESS THIS WAS ONE THING I NEVER THOUGHT WOULD HAPPEN. JUST KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU MORE EACH DAY. BE HAPPY HON AND I WILL BE WITH YOU AGAIN SOMEDAY. TAKE CARE OF YOUR BROTHER AND I'M SENDING HUGS AND KISSES TO YOU BOTH. LOVE ALWAYS, MOM

I forgot to tell you, you probably already know but I named my boy Drake after you. The Josh(Jocko) name is still in the family. I tell him all the time who he is named after. I won't every let your memory die. He is a daddys boy, so its like we still hang out everyday because he has your spirt. Just make sure he doesnt do what we did. Love ya always Jocko, see ya in about 50 years give or take a few years.

What up Jocko, well its been 3 years already. You would of been 30 years old this year (would of been one hell of a party, it might still be one ya never know) I'm not going to be all emotional like everyone else, you know I love ya and miss the shit out of ya. What the hell kind of music does your mother have playing, what the hell is this Michelle? Anyway, I miss you bro and hope your doing good. I think I've drank enough beer for the both of us tonight but that helps me deal with what happen. When i dropped you off 3 years ago, why didn't you call me to come out and talk. We wouldn't be typing to express how we feel right now. Me and you talked about everything, so why did you break the cycle. I just don't know how you got that lonely where you can make that call, just like the song says, you always were in good spirit. I should of took you more serious when you talked about it. In a way I feel responsible because I wasn't there that night. I did what I good to be there for you, and I've blamed myself for 3 years now. I cry, I cry all the fu#@*n time because I miss my little brother, and thats how I thought of you. Me and Arthur, but you new that. Well I have said enough, but I can not say enough how much I miss you and love you and I'll sure as hell will drink an extra beer for ya(maybe 3,4,5,6,7 who knows only you) see ya hopefully later that sooner.

Love Always and thinkin of ya

Dr. Dave (DirtyDave)

P.S. Tell everyone I said Hello

Thinking alot about you today; about the day you left us.  It was a difficult day for everyone, but it was the worst on your mom.  I know that is not the way you meant it to be.  You were such a caring person and would helped anyone that needed it.  I know that you got in to some trouble throughout your life, and had a hard life, but you couldn't tell it by your personality.  I know you didn't always like me, but I know you loved me and would have done anything for me and I would have done the same for you.  (I hope you know that.) So on this day, I will celebrate your life and will remember the good times. I hope you have found the peace that you should have always had and I wished that I could have helped you find. I will miss you today, tomorrow and forever.  Love Ya!!!!

Hey Joshy, I want you to know that I would have done anything for you I hope you knew that. The day I found out what had happened was the worst day of my life. I may have five brothers, but you were like my brother, even when we were kids. I protected you as a kid, but i guess i didnt do a very good job at protecting u as an adult. I wish u would have talked to someone about what was going on with you, you no that we would have been there for you. I want you to know that everyone misses you, and loves you very much. Till we see each other again.

 

Love you forever and always,

Cousin Ang.

hey joshy cant believe its been 3 years since you left us, i miss you so much. I remember when we were kids, running around grandma's yard, all of us playing football, the girls beating the crap out of you boys, we had so much fun and a lot of memories. There isnt a day that goes by that i dont think about you and all the times we had together. You will always be loved and missed very much. I love you.

 

 

Love ya forever,

Cousin Ang