JOSHUA & JAMIE WAGGONER

I know that you and I were not as close as you and the twins, or even Matt and Mike... But I was the little girl running around family events that the boys didn't talk to, But you always made a point to say hi to me.  I always felt a connection to you Joshy.. you always made me feel welcome.  The last time I saw you, we were at Hey Brian's.  We had some drinks together and planned on going to the bar again sometime.

The morning I got the call from my mom about what had happened... well, I know we weren't as close as you and the twins, but I will never forget that phone call, as will no one else in our family.  I was asleep and my mom called and told me what happened.  I cried at that moment more than I think I ever have.

Something that I think will haunt me forever, is the fact that, just the night before, I was depressed and sad, and.. well, I felt like I had no where to turn and all sorts of thoughts were going through my mind.. and when I woke up the next day, I got the news of what happened to you... and it all made me sad and scared.. scared because I can still to this day tell you how I was feeling that night and I feel like maybe we were feeling similar emotions, at the same time that night... It was almost the both of us Josh.  I never told anyone in the family... 

I know this may not mean much now, and I wish I would have told you this when I had the chance, but I would have done anything for you... anything..  and I love you joshy...  I hope you are happy.  Your Mom sure misses you! And so does the rest of your family and friends. 

 

                 Love,

                 your cousin stephy

 

I WAS SITTING HERE REMEMBERING THE DAY YOU TOOK ME OUT FOR MY BIRTHDAY, WE WENT TO AN EXPENSIVE STEAK HOUSE AN WHEN THE BILL CAME, YOU DIDN'T HAVE ENOUGH MONEY SO I HAD TO GIVE YOU SOME. I DIDN'T MIND. IT'S THE THOUGHT THAT COUNTS. WISH WE COULD HAVE MORE DAYS LIKE THAT. MISS YOU, LOVE YOU, AND CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU AGAIN.

 

                                   ALL MY LOVE, MOM

I remember the night that I was on my way out to get my truck and I called you to tell you that I was on my way.  I was half way there and you said to come get you that you were at the saloon.  So I went to get you and you sat next to Mikie and said," what's up holmes!"  I sat around and talked for a while and had a beer with you then I had to go.  I got in my truck and I drove away.  The very next morning I got a call from Dave and found out what had happened...We all miss you!  One day we will see you again!

Love your brother and family,

Steve, Jana and Mikie

The last time I talked to you was at the end of the ball game and I drop you off at the salon. You said you'd call me tomorrow, I got a call about you instead. All you had to do is call me that night and you know I would of been there. It didn't end that way. We had some god damn great times though. To many to list, only been to the old stomping grounds about 3 times since you've been gone, just not the same. I'll see ya in about 40- 50 years (Hopefully), have a cold one waiting Love ya and miss the shit out of you

Love your brother
Dave

I REMEBER THE LAST TIME I TALKED TO YOU. YOU WERE GOING TO A BASEBALL GAME WITH DAVE AND DANNY. I TOLD YOU TO HAVE A GOOD TIME AND BE CAREFUL. YOU SAID 'OK MOM, I'LL CALL YA TOMORROW' BUT THAT NEVER HAPPENED. YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO TALK TO ME BUT, I TALK TO YOU EVERY DAY. LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU SO MUCH. I HOPE YOUR HAPPY AND CONTENT AND I'LL SEE YOU SOO. 

 

                          LOVE YOU, MOM