Well boys, here I am. Your mom gave me this page, but I'm not as good or as creative as she is. Just want you to know that Josh, you were such a great kid. And with all the troubles you had to deal with, you were a great kid. I remember when you were just a baby, I had to keep you for a few days while your mom was in the hospital. I almost got divorced. You had to be held all the time and I didn't get alot done around the house. Your mom spoiled you by holding you all the time. And I too don't understand why you left us but I know you never intentionaly would hurt any of us. And Jamie, even though we didn't get to meet you, I'm sure you would have been a wonderful kid like Josh. It would have been great for Josh to have a brother and I'm sure you two would have been good friends. So, my only hope is that I will get to meet you someday Jamie, and Josh, I hope to see you again too. Love to both of you and will never forget either one of you. (P.S. these little nascar signs that are floating around here that your mom put on here are driving me CRAZY!!!!! I have a hard enough time typing without these things in my way) XOXO